Unsure if that’s the reason I was so “emotional” and chaotic, but mother nature made her appearance today…for the first time in months. I’m also sick, can’t stop coughing and it hurts to move; my mom has been taking care of me this afternoon. Now, all I want to do is sleep. I am always so tired, and no matter how much rest I get, it doesn’t feel like enough.

On the positive side, I feel more level headed now. I didn’t know that’s what was going on, completely forgot what that felt like since I’ve been on depo since April. I also only have 27 days left until I drive to Sacramento. I wish the day that I leave was tomorrow.

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"The Greek word for “return” is nostos. Algos means “suffering.” So nostalgia is the suffering caused by an unappeased yearning to return."
Milan Kundera, Ignorance (via whyallcaps)

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